Here in Germany I feel alone sometimes, but I have been spending so much time just thinking. I really like it actually. I don't have all of my friends here which is hard, but there is something about being here that is really comforting. It feels like home. I love exploring the city and I love traveling. I wouldnt be able to enjoy it as much if I didn't trust in the relationships I have with my friends and family. Things do change in a year, but if a friendship is real then why should't it last regardless of where the other person is?
I have so many AMAZING memories from Santa Barbara, but I love thinking about all of the great memories I am going to make here. I miss it already, but I am going to embrace this experience. When I get back to SB next summer I am going to so happy. I am going to be ready to go back and have my summer there and start another adventure. I will right again soon, but for now I gotta go make some memories.
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ReplyDeleteYou are becoming a woman, and you are overseas!
ReplyDeleteI am so happy for you and what chances you are exploring for yourself!
You were born and raised a traveller!
You miss home now, but I hope you have realized how beautiful it is to never really belong anywhere! It is the instinct of an animal to want to have a den, but we must go seak out in the world for soul nutrition.
Welcome to womanhood, adulthood, you have initiated yourself!!!
We all love you dearly!
~Marin
Thank you for those words!
ReplyDeleteLove you.
Lu